Sin

I'm frustrated, again. Maybe I'm blind to Grace? Maybe what seems worldly to me.. isn't? Maybe being set apart isn't what I think it means? Maybe what may be worldly to me isn't worldly to someone else? Maybe following the steps of Christ, isn't what I think it is.

Maybe I'm too serious, like my family says I am.
Maybe I'm judging or looking far into what is acceptable and what isn't.

I want to ask... WHO HATES SIN? Do you really? Do I really? Does it just grieve you to tears? Ever feel like beating your chest because of it? I hate that my sins killed Christ.

Do you hate hearing blasphemy, filthy words, lies, ? Why listen to it in movies?
Do you hate adultery? tell me why surround yourself with movies that glorify it?
Do you hate your own sins? I hate that I sin... and I want anybody and everyone to tell me when I am, when I don't see it myself.

And I don't understand why others are not open to this?

Am I wrong in all this?

Maybe I just want him to return soon, to get rid of this sin, this battle, this flesh.